A few years ago, I came home from work one night and saw this unusually bright “star”. The thing was brighter than the street lamps in my neighborhood.
The “star” seemed to be observing me and trying to catch my attention by changing shape and size. Considering that I can be a bit paranoid, I looked around at the people walking on the street outside my residence. They acted normal, like there was nothing extraordinary happening.
I decided to pull out my cellphone camera from my bag to zoom in and have a clearer view of this strange object. I realized that it was a vapor of light moving in all directions. It definitely wasn’t a plane nor a satellite. Absolutely not super moon.
Looking at it through the camera viewfinder, I instantly knew what it was. I read about it in one of my esoteric e-books (Convoluted Universe book 4 by Dolores Cannon). What I saw was a light entity, one of those scattered around various solar systems, that moves, morphs and undulates. It is referred to in the e-book as a female energy or a “super-sized angel”, an elastic nurturer that smooths out a lot of negative energies. ” It mends dimensional tears like a sock and readjusts the vibrations around a planet. It heals and sends out good, positive vibes. In short, it helps with what is going on with earth at this time. Its natural habitat is above the so called angelic realm, so it moves between dimensions.”
We’ve always thought of angels as human like creatures with wings as depicted in art works. But that is the human interpretation. It is what is acceptable to human consciousness. I realized that angels in their natural state are pure fluid, formless, ethereal light.
HEAVEN’S COMPLAINTS OFFICER
Now that I knew what the entity was, I immediately launched into my litany of complaints, emphasizing on how I was given a bad hand and that human existence is difficult. Also, to tell the big Boss upstairs that I am unhappy with my situation on earth.
Of course, they already knew what was in my heart and mind. Yet, they allowed me to air out my grievances. I must have forgotten the words omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent (present everywhere, all knowing, all powerful, beyond space and time) apply to them.
Still, this puny human being had the temerity to declare that being mortal is more challenging than being a member of the angelic family. “Well, angels are up there floating around and never go hungry or be in pain,” I vented to her in one of my long monologues. “Humans, meanwhile, have to stay on earth and deal with disappointments, failures, problems, frailities, ” I pointed out.
I said I was expecting a bit more help from a ball of light. “Aren’t you suppose to be saving me or something; and protecting me from evil ? You know, taking on a more proactive role as an assistant of God?”
If I were the angel and listening to audacious me at that time, I would have sniggered and told God, “saving this particular idiot is way more challenging than most.”
But the entity was patient enough to allow me to finish my grumbling and whining before it slowly imprinted the words in my mind — “HERO WITHIN.” It wanted to say that my savior is within me.
I kept seeing the “star” everyday for about a week, sometimes late afternoon or early evening after work. It made me understand that my purpose in this life is to create a better version of myself and not to wait for someone else to fix me. When others see me successfully fixing my life , they will then be inspired to do the same for themselves. This could be the formula for a better world. It seems simple enough yet people make it look so complicated.
For better understanding, let me rephrase what I just said. I am here on earth to learn and be empowered to become my own hero. I am not here on earth to fix other people. I can choose to support others in their life journey, share with them the nuggets of wisdom I have picked up along the way and maybe donate some of my material wealth. But it is not my responsibility or someone else’s responsibility to save anyone. The only way broken people mend and become strong is when they learn to fix their own problems themselves. For most of us, that is a difficult lesson to learn.
YOU ARE LOVED AND SUPPORTED
Although I believe in a higher power, I don’t consider myself religious, neither am I a fervent participant of church activities.
It used to boggle me why, of all people, I had to be among the witnesses to such heavenly experience.
What were the chances of me having the ebook that explains the phenomena at the time that I saw it ? Whoever wanted me to witness the strange occurence wanted to make sure I understood what it meant.
I’ve always expected that meeting an angel would be a life altering, explosive, out of this world event that would exceed the production extravagance of a Hollywood produced film.
But a quiet meeting with a supernatural being in an ordinary day? That’s was new to me. I didn’t know it was even possible considering that what I saw was far from ordinary.
Now, I have an inkling of why I had to be one of those who got to write this paranormal story. I wanted a real relationship with God. Not the master-servant type of relationship preached by traditional religious organizations where there is a wide separation between God and mortals. Not the father-daughter type of relationship because I don’t want to treat a genderless Entity as human.
I don’t want to hold back my humanness. I want to be able to scream and mutter expletives and expect God not to be offended. I want to be able to explore life, learn, find my own way and make mistakes without fear of punishment. Afterall, we have a love based relationship with Him. I love God not because I am forced to but because it is my choice. I also want the assurance that I am still worthy of Him despite my transgressions. I want God to show me that every bad situation is a learning experience and not a curse given to me.
My perception of an ideal relationship with the Divine Creator hasn’t changed through the years. It appears that it’s the same message the “light vapor” wants to convey to people who care to pay attention to it —– “HERO WITHIN”.
Prime Creator wants to be in our lives that is why a part of Him lives in us —- “HERO WITHIN.”
Since God is omniscient, He already knows how I’ll write this story. He also knows how people will perceive what I’ve written —- just pause and think about these words for a few minutes.
If you believe in a God who cares (and I know you do because you pray), the light vapor is proof that He/ She exists. From what I have read, the light vapor’s source of ethereal illumination comes directly from Prime Creator.
Sure, I may have acted disrespectful and smart-arse with the “Angel” I saw. I could have been easily extinguished in seconds for my irreverent actions if It wanted to but the entity didn’t. I could feel that the energy was not offended by me. Instead, it emanated benevolence and love. It knew that I am human and hurting inside. Besides, humans are known in their world to be emotional, foul mouthed and thick headed (an understatement).
I was obviously allowed to photograph It. Maybe people need to see these photos and know that they are not alone. These photos are meant to let people who need assurance know that things are under control and happening on schedule in their lives in order to give them a sense of security, love and support.#
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